da gOd of rOck....(a sad part in him)

I sit alone , I walk alone
Coz I am very lonely

This feeling of lonliness haunts me
Each day and each night

No matter what the occassion is,
It alwayz was there with me.

Then did mah mind go dizzy,
And I thought of something unusual.

Smoke, is what I started,
Cigarettes had become my pet.

I Smoked day and night,
Only to get rid of lonliness.

I did this for as many times as possible,
But afte sometime I felt this ineffective.

Then did I go to a bar,
Bought a bottle of beer….

This beer was a gateway for me
Gateway for me to whisky,rum,tequilla…

Then I fell in love,
In love with a lady who was 22.

I married her, thinking that she would
Become an integral part of mah life,
But she betrayed me all time.

She pricked me through her words,
Never bothered what my young daughter would think
Of me….!!!

Then did I start to dope..!!
Couldn’t myself believe so as to how bothered what my young daughter would think
Of me….!!!

Then did I start to dope..!!
Couldn’t myself believe so as to how
How the hell did i start it.

I became fierce, my voice strong,
And then I shook the nation with it,

Money was all around , but
But there was still that lonely feeling
There wasn’t any happiness.

And then did a thought suddenly strike me,
It flashed in ma mind very quickly.

What have I done to this world
I was always self-centered ,never cared about others.

Many are lonely as I am..

Oh lord !! in ma life I have tried everything ,
I smoked,I boozed,I doped !!
I loved,I married,I was betrayed !!

All is over for me and I am 27.
Accept this dear lord buddha….



(based upon the suicide note of kurt cobain…..nirvana vocalist
he once told that "I am worst at what I do best and for this gift I feel blessed")